Di Belantara Kata



Di Belantara Kata

Aku masih duduk di balik meja. Pena tidak bernyawa
di tangan kananku, tangan kiri meraba rupa kata
Beginilah ia, kata indera perasa, lembutnya
membalut luka jiwa. Aku jadi terlena
Untuk sejenak dirimu aku lupa

sementara 

jam dinding menghitung detak jantungku
dalam degup degup pendek
Kuukur hidup matiku
dalam gurat pendek

betapa dekatnya!


Bandung, 20 Januari 2010
Vera F. Maharani





 
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