All I Want For Birthday is YOU

It's a wonderful, almost-perfect kind of day. My friends gathered and gave me a great surprise. My parents took me to extremely-delicious-plus-expensive-once-in-a-year dinner. My brother didn't give me a kitten like he promised before, but he's my brother, what did I expect. So overall I'm happy, I should be grateful and I really am.

But still...

All I want for birthday is you
and you're nowhere to be seen
(Not that I want to see you anyway)

Well you don't remember my birthday
(or you don't think it's that important, well.)
Leonardo DiCaprio doesn't either and I am not upset
It should be perfectly okay with me, right?
But in fact...

it hurts and I hate it 
 
ah
such a waste of time
such a waste of space
belajar filsafat aja deh kayaknya lebih berarti daripada jadi cewek pathetic-melankolis kayak gini.
ada satu lagi deh alasan yang bikin aku sukaaaaa filsafat. It helps me to forget you temporarily. Yeah it really does.

THANK GOD FOR THIS DAY. THANK GOD, YOU LET ME LIVE MY 17th YEARS. THANKS FOR GREAT FRIENDS AND GREAT FAMILY. THANK GOD, YOU CREATE PHILOSOPHY.

and please God, if we are not meant to be, let me forget him as if I never have this feeling toward him. Sooner is better. please please please God?

Naaah kan jadi curhat di tempat umum lagi. Yah, blog aku sih, oh well.
Belajar filsafat beneran ah.

Dan segera setelah teman-temanku tersayang mengupload foto (atau entah bagaimana aku bisa mendapatkan foto-foto itu), aku bakal menulis catatan tentang hari yang begitu indah walau kalau dia ngucapin selamat ulang tahun ke aku sih kayaknya bisa lebih indah lagi dan berkesan ini. The greatest birthday ever if only he remember then it would be greater :)

Vera
first day being an eighteen years old girl.
6 hours 59 minutes, to be exact

3 comments:

  1. dia itu cowok. Cowok yang beda dengan yang lainnya. dia malu. sebenarnya dia ingat your day, vera febrina. Tapi (sekali lagi) dia gengsi untuk ngungkapinnya. Sebenarnya, dia ngedoain buat kamur. Tapi, karena hanya perlu waktu satu menit untuk mengucapkan 'selamat' ga cukup mewakili perasaannya ke kamu . Makanya dia langsung mengirimkan doa ke Allah. Itu lebiihh..lebiihh..berharga you knowww...

    BalasHapus
  2. AH ALIN I hope soooo...hehehe

    BalasHapus

 

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